If one should dedicate their life to good deeds and the welfare of others, they will die unthanked and unremembered, but should they exercise their genius by bringing misery and death to billions, their name will echo through the millenia for a hundred lifetimes. Infamy is always more preferable to ignominy.
I am who I choose to be.... it is up to you to decide if I am a good man, or an evil man.